Wednesday, September 9, 2009

It's the rain, not me.

So, it's been a while. Nothing's up. Well, not really.

From some unexpected reasons, I realized if you get surrounded by a lot of the same thing, you begin to think you want or need it too. Even when you know you are perfectly okay, still your mind wanders through that certain possibility that it's better if you had what everybody around you has. Like it invokes some kind of envy, thinking why can't you have it when they can? But I don't think I'm being envious. I just welcome the thought. There must've been a reason for it to come around in such large dose in the first place.

Blah. Blame the rain for this out-of-time rupture.


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