Sunday, January 21, 2007

why do they hate you?

i can't believe i'm liking someone who seems to be hated by everyone else. what's wrong with me? i was thinking about that lately. i am fully aware of what they see in you. and i see that too. but still i manage to like you. you please me in some mysteriously weird way, i guess.

"you give me something that makes me scared, alright."
i have no idea how it's gonna be months from now. well, i just like you. and it's been for just some days, or weeks? i might wake up tomorrow hating you like everyone else does, for all i care. i don't know. there's just something about you. we haven't talked. but i know your name, silly me. and i bet you know mine too. i see you, you see me. then? i look at you, you look at me. why won't you talk to me? my imagination says you are asking me same questions. hahaha.
blogs are nice. they bear with my intolerable thoughts of nonsense! :)
i wonder if you'll ever come across this and think i am talking to you...

something new!

"oh, this is the start of something new. don't you agree? i haven't felt like this in so many moons. you know what i mean?"
i think part of what this year brings is change. as they say, change is the only thing that doesn't change. did i catch that right? there is nothing more inevitable than change. and as far as it goes now in my life, i'm liking it.
i've been waiting for this time for quite a long time. it's this time when i'll always think of myself before God knows who. i'm not being selfish, you got it wrong if that's what you think. you know that sense of freedom? free from the worries that someone else might bring you. free from heartaches. the rainy days. the i-want-to-be-alone's.
moving on is something we learn to do in one way or another in this life. nothing's permanent. we must mold ourselves into maximum flexibilities. it's natural to be weak, but it's better if we are able to go beyond. we must always go on since the world won't stop even for one second just to be one with us. i am not saying that we should always keep it running. few stops along the way is healthy too.

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